Calories!

Spent some time this morning online with my friend checking out caloric percentages of our favorite fast foods. At one point we had a meal of 2750 calories. We're trying to watch our intake and that was like 3 days of calories. Scary. 3 days of calories in one meal. So far today I had a bowl of Life cereal. It wasn't planned but I did. Sometimes I feel like I have too much going on at once. My ultimate dream job is to be an author. My thoughts are jumbled and frayed and scary. Plus I'm trying to get my health in order. I'm vlogging my body tonight. I'm not posting yet. Not until there are some results. This is scary. I know that once I post one video of my fat self, people will take it and run with it. We've all seen at least one video of obese people doing something gross on Youtube. I don't want to be that. I'm ashamed of my body. I won't lie, but no one is going to make fun of it until I can counter, "but I've lost weight." Oh well. Here I am. Here we go.