Fail blog

Wow, so my last work out was that one Monday with my trainer. Yeah we're well into January now. I find myself cataloging my ailments and fears, and they all lead back to being fat. There is dust on my p90x box. I am seriously unmotivated. I'm tired and I don't want to work out or push myself... I'm just getting fatter and fatter. I have no one to be accountable to either. How amazing. Then you try and google things about obesity and look for tools and low and behold there aren't very many. That has got to change. A lot of Babie doll cutouts saying "I was once where you are." and their before picture is like 20 lbs overweight. I want someone who really and truly knows my fears and failures. People need that. I need that. So, tonight Im going to blow the dust off the box and try try again. Are you with me? Cause here we go.........again.
Weight: FAT hundred lbs
Height: 5'8"

Today I didn't do so well eating wise. I had to work and my client couldn't eat until after her CAT scan so i didn't eithr because I find that rude. After we got a whopper from Burger King and I had a venti strawberries and cream frappucino from Starbucks. I failed. We'll see what (if any) exercise I get done tonight. Later taters!